takE a LittLE timE baby
seE thE buttErfLy's cOLOrs
ListEn tO thE birds that wE'rE sEnt
tO sing fOr yOu and mE
can yOu hEar mE?
thErE's a rainbOw aLways aftEr thE rain,,
faLLin' Out, faLLin' in, nOthing's surE in this wOrLd
nO, nO
brEakin' Out, brEakin' in, nEvEr knOwing what LiEs ahEad
wE can rEaLLy nEvEr tELL it aLL
nO, nO
finally, so fast, life in ahsjab just went away like that. it is just like this afternoon, i am still in the school hall, sitting on a chair, mdm lur, ms trina, wong liting oc, wang miao ic sitting in front of me, kang yu beside me, replying why i want to join sjab. thinking of my answer, freaking retarded. and soon, i get to know all there kids who have spent four years with me, celine, wee hong, rui han, lydia, keng fu, ling xin, theresa, pei xian, kai yi, yang zhi, xian zhi, lance, zhi yi, glenn, jonathan, kang yu, kai feng, jun ming, tessa. wang miao, shi ya, keith, kang ning, hsin yin, jun sheng. the sqd ics. i miss the time having first aid lesson, phisical training, triage, running from place to place, greeting. it was so fast so fast, whoosh, and everything was just a memory. miss the team trainings, nc4'08, nc2'09, na'09. then suddenly, i am a instructor, nc3'10, na'10. now, everything is a was. gee, haha. nco life, scolding around when the cadets were not even scares of you, lols. should have scold more, should have be fiercer, haha! when my beret was soaring in the sky, all my sqd 1 to 4 memories flash in my head. when i was in pumping position, seriously miss that feeling, so shiok man! remembering hot ground when everybody was screaming. remembering o-n-e 1, t-w-o 2, such great memories, not going to forget, treasuring them forever. AHSJAB will continue to strive, work hard. goodbye...
there's a rainbow always
after the rain
9:55 AM
Hi! Finally posting! Using my hp to post sia. Today cca, pt, well, can see most of them putting in effort, while sum... Lols. Ytd, team trng. Arh! I miss the old times! Nc4'08 with gina and siew min! Nc2'09 with renice and shi yuan! Na'09 with renice, shi yuan and xin min! The na bottle, sum of my classmates ask, wat the sodium(Na) doing there... Lols. My new team is nc3! With pei xian and rui han! Lols! Hope we can train them well tgt! Jiayou! I seriously miss the old old days. The instructors, my no1,2,3and4! Back to the days when we were so wild and young and free... I miss it... Is lyk so wu qu nowadays... Sianz...Labels: Missing it...
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after the rain
12:58 AM
if the ** head dun even want to care, why should i? i have like duno how many damn hw rite now by tat opg, stupid assidnment, and i have to think of all that damn performances and which nobody want to come and rehearse until thursday morning when all the seniors are looking at you. what?! i noe you ** head you big lah, just 1 sentence, i want to be..., we have to obey you is it? go think bout the performance, i have to obey, ya, cos i am the damn stupid ** member. really dun wan to care le. why should i even care, if they dun wan do so be it lor. walaus........... suck man. really dun have the passion and enthu feelings i have b4, sighing everyday, i just wan to oppose and make them hate me, maybe i will be better. empty...... @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
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it has become like this...... screw you jairia... thick skinned... 这么不争气Labels: 这么不争气
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after the rain
8:42 AM
JAIRIA YOU SUCK SUCK SUCK!!!!! YOU KNOW IT SO WELL AND YOU STILL... YOU KNOW THAT IS OVER, YOU KNOW THAT YOU DON'T CONSIDER YOURSELF AS THEM ANYMORE NEITHER DO THEY! YOU KNOW IT SO WELL AND YET..... JAIRIA! WAKE UP! IS OVER MAN! OVER! WHY SHOULD YOU EVEN CARE? YOU WILL SCREW ALL THE SHIT UP! JAIRIA! LISTEN TO YOURSELF, YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! VJAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK! JAIRIA! YOU SUCK!
yes, you just suck....Labels: yes, you just suck....
there's a rainbow always
after the rain
8:21 AM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
phew!!!! my internet finally ok, can blog le. the last few days, theresa, kai yi and celine came sleepover. i heard their snores, disgusting saliva sound. eeweee. we drank wine and sparkling juice, theresa became lobster, red and hot, take ice for her, then she slept so 香. LOL. finally can contact my mum who is at sabah now by msn, =.=.tonite, gg to see them. yeah!!!! by webcam duh. =.=.
我很闷!!!! OMJ.让我出去吧。闷死了。你在那里吃大鱼大肉,而我每天吃外面的。讨厌!!!!你最好给我tag hor!!!!! sianzzzzz.Labels: don't leave me alone
there's a rainbow always
after the rain
3:54 PM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Aiyo, my last post is on 11 nov 2007 leh. HAHAHAHAHAHA. LOL. finally update le. is bout 1 year liao leh. i think i am going to add some ****** pics of ******, *******, *** ****, **** *** and *** ** in my next posts. they will kill me by spamming mine too. arg...... haha, theresa, i can see it!!!!! clever leh? wo bu shi ben tou ben nao de leh. do what now? read sns? cmc? homenursing? nvm 1st. woots!!!!! we finished the whole dance today, yeah man. but not everybody. sad sad sad. well well well, can you imagine me and **** ** doing all tis moves? haha, theresa no better than me, hahahahahahahahaha. with *****. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
my god my god my god. oh my oh my oh my.
there's a rainbow always
after the rain
11:10 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Hi! I am back! sorry for not posting for a long time. Dun be angry, please. Cum, lets show you sum pics. Class 1E:

Tis was taken during chalet. ps: i was not acting cute!!!!!

Can u guess which 1 of them is me?

now hu tis?
SJAB:

Kissing babe? hehe......

do u notice tat Wee Hong was very serious?

we r discussing about rehersal but end up doing case.

wow! bom chi ka bom!
Ya tats all. in 2 days time, i will be flying to Sabah. then on 17th Nov, i will be flying to beijing. staying there for bout 3 days, korea f0r about 7 days. And of course, Theresa, I won 4get about ur key chain. i will try to look for sumting nice for you. i will be back in singapore on 1st dec. oh, sqd 2, i am so sorry that i will not be able to be with you for farewell. n i am so sorry for the sec 4 seniors that i cant gif out aniting for ur farewell. but still, happy farewell!!!!! ya tats all. i cant bear to leave singapore. it seem that i was not in singapore for 1 year. i miss all my friends especially, 1E'07 and sjab sqd 2!!!!! wish u have a happy holiday!!!!!! OH GOSH!!!!! i will miss lots of trainingssssss!!!!!! hope i still can catch up. bye..................................................................................
there's a rainbow always
after the rain
10:33 PM